Watch with your heart not your eyes

I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
The love that's all around me
And so the feeling grows
It's written on the wind
It's everywhere I go
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show
You know I love you, I always will
My mind's made up by the way that I feel
There's no beginning, there'll be no end
'Cause on my love you can depend
I see your face before me
As I lay on my bed
I cannot get to thinking
Of all the things you said
You gave your promise to me and I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me in everything I do
You know I love you, I always will
My mind's made up by the way that I feel
There's no beginning, there'll be no end
'Cause on my love you can depend
I got to keep it moving
It's written in the wind
Oh everywhere I go
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show
Come on and let it,
Come on and let it,
Come on and let it,
Come on and let it show (less




something is coming I feel it.

There's something a bit freeing about knowing that I am the one that knows who I am, no profile to tell people who I am or what I am.. just a imagination on the part of you the reader.
I become just another voice in the universe that sends out it's scream, or whisper.

I can write freely of pain or joy and know that I am still safe hidden within the walls I have placed.
I can reveal my heart or hide it.. and let you the reader only know what is available this day.

I find I want someone who will make me say Wow.. To give something of myself that I can not give is what is usually asked. I can't.. within me are the core beliefs I hold close..
That somewhere someone thinks the same and wants the same..

And yet there is that craving to be... the same as everyone else and yet be different.. tonight is one of those nights to be the same as that someone who walked in but because I am not walked out... so two songs hold me tonight and both are very much what I am..

wicked games

Moving on

I've become a Grandma again today.. what a beautiful thing...
and on the way to this step in my life.. I can say I'm going forward

We may never pass this way again

Just when you think that your part of the universe is in the correct orbit, you get shown it's not..

It's funny how you go along doing what you can to help and give comfort to those you meet, You try to leave a positive influence in those lives who mesh with your own even if it's for a second, a hour, a day or more.

And yet you find that you must turn the other cheek, when something you said does not go over well with them

You read and re read the email and can't see what it is that you put that made them strike at you, So like any women I asked two female friends and a male friend.. They too could not see what would be the reason for the strike back.

Funny I would never hurt anyone if I could help it. I KNOW I have many times.

But these days I try my hardest not too. I try to live the golden rule where ever my path is.

I guess like any thing you have those days you make it and those days you just can't make the mark..

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

(written by Marianne Williamson)

Souls

Souls speak to eachother,
Not all speak the same language but they try.
What a rare and marvelous thing to find one that speaks you.
They join you in talking with no words and you find you are in awe of the mysteries of life.
and yet.
They travel on looking for another who also speaks the same language. From this you learn and grow.

You find that maybe you understood but that they did not.. AND then you wonder at these souls you hear.. those that sometimes sound like many voices at once, but then there is that one that speaks clearly and directly.. what do you do when even though you hear them, they don't hear you?